-uniqueher

U don't need a reason for everything.

2011-11-03T07:54:00.001+08:00

Today baby told me a story.

Once, a girl ask her bf everyday why he love her and his answer is always "no reason".
The girl didn't give up, she asked every single day. So finally he said he love her because she's pretty, smart and sporty.
Then one day, the girl got into an accident. She got disfigured and lost her ability to walk.
When the boy saw her in e hospital. He asked if she remember what he said when she ask why he love her. Now, she not pretty and won't be able to do any sports with him anymore. So the girl got very sad thinking that the boy will leave her.
But the boy then said:"I still love u no matter what. That's why when u ask me why I love u, I always say there's no reason".

sept is coming!

2011-08-18T16:35:00.004+08:00

i feel like quitting.

never once, i love my job. i'm so sick of it.

so what if i can travel around. so what if i can see the world.

i hate being so far away from my love ones.

but i seriously dunno what i can do after i quit.

should i continue my studies or find another job.

how i wish i can jus stay home and be a housewife. hahahaha.

thats's the best job, isn't it?

ok i guess not.

conclusion...

no choice. still gonna stuck here for the time being.

at least im looking forward to sept!

obviously its not because of my roster. roster sucks as usual.

it's my birthday, baby's birthday, daddy's birthday and baby's daddy birthday. hahahaha.

yup all sept babies!

wonder what surprise he's gonna give me but im not expecting much.

he's totally not romantic at all. hais. ok no complains, no expectation.

time for bed. finally going home after two days in London.

I'm coming home, coming home.

Tell the whole world i'm coming home!!!

dont tell me!

2011-08-18T16:21:00.002+08:00

did i not tell you how lovable you are?

though you are not prefect but...

you teach me how to love someone again.

you teach me how to trust again.

you let me know that sometimes we need not be so practical.

you let me throw my temper whenever i like.

you listen to all my complains.

you love me being fat.

you accept all my flaws.

you remember every single thing i said.

you never fail to be there whenever i need you.

you make me feel important.

you make me smile.

you make me miss you.

thanks for coming into my life. :)

welcome to the real world.

2011-05-05T01:38:00.004+08:00

now i totally believe in fate.
and you cant stop it when it's coming.

you will never know when and where it will happen.
it just come out of the sudden.

its really funny when i think back.
so drama and seems like a fairytale.
a story that i can actually write a book.

fairytales are always happily ever after.
but this is the real world.

cruel and it will never be happily ever after.
i'll say... we really meet at the wrong time.

if i can turn back time, i hope we never met before...

whatever it's, it wont affect me. im still a happy girl :)

xoxo,

dont wake me up.

2011-03-30T14:55:00.004+08:00

i feel so unreal. i cant believe someone can actually give in so much to me. Nice, sweet, playful and super lame. just cant stop laughing when im with him. :)

is two really better than one?

2011-03-16T16:31:00.003+08:00

everytime happen too fast.
i still dunno what im thinking.

its a huge step to take.
i seriously dunno if im ready yet.

i just dont wanna waste another few years.
i need the assurance.

when u get older, r/s are not just about love anymore.
it's about whether the other party can support you.
what will the future be like...
i need to visualize it before i can get serious.
puppy love are all waste of time and totally not realistic.

but no mater what, i'll just try i guess.

im so nua in my room now.

a bottle of wine + movie + yummy fish and chips.
this is what i call life.
:)

just love loving myself. <3

im feeling it.

2011-02-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

i guess the bracelet my sis bought for me really works!

life's great. work's great.

i couldn't ask for anything better. :)

mind your business!

2011-02-24T15:47:00.005+08:00

i know i can handle this situation in a more mature way.
so in fact, i'm gonna ignore it.

no point asking why, oh whyyy... why do you do this to me...
its their choice. :)

in fact, i'm totally not sad at all.
who cares who he's with or even he's dead by aids or something.
*oh mine, its already a habit. the cursing jus cant stop. hahaha.*

ok whatever.
i'm really not sad, i'm jus disappointed.

the only thing i'm gonna do is to be more careful in choosing my BFF.
true friends will feel the pain i been thru and care about my feelings.

so yea, ignorance is bliss...
and also, lesson learnt!

never let your good friends get too close with your bf.
you might end up losing both.

but losing trust in your good friend is more sad than losing your bf.
trust me for that. esp a 10years friendship.

and i think there will b a little barrier though.

P.S : my abby dear, thanks for being there and listening to all my whinning and nonsense.
sometimes the scolding from you really wake me up.
____________________________________________________________________
will you choose someone who have all the time in the world for you but future unknown or someone who have so little time for you but with a great future ahead?

sometimes i wonder what im looking for.
there's always something missing or wrong.
am i really choosy?

i'm not, right? i think i'm not. hahaha.

but now im seriously so attracted to knowledgeable guy.
such a good catch.
how i wish i can use a love potion, drug you and make you mine.
<3

in short,
i'm in love.

bye 2010, hi 2011

2011-01-03T03:03:00.003+08:00

it's a new year!

new year, new life... i guess?

everyone say its the beginning of a new year and everything will be better.

Year 2010 is a big change for me.

I graduated from NYP.
Found the job that allow me to see the world.
At the same time, i lost you.
Birthday without you. Christmas without you. New year without you.

Since it's a new year, I do not wanna lie to myself anymore.
I miss you. Miss you more than anything else since the day u leave me.
Everyone know that, they can sense and see it.
but i kept telling myself, i dont.

So for the year 2011.
I'll going to finally move on.
Time to open my heart, allowing another person to walk in.

I will not hide. I will not escape.
I'm ready to start all over again and share everything about my life for the next special person that walk into my life.
I'll not push and run away anymore.

I'm gonna trust again. :)
Just waiting for the right one to share.

but most importantly, i wanna earn as much as i can now.
I'm gonna shower myself with all the love i hav been giving others and not myself.

I also wanna finish up all the seven wonders in the world.
Already been to two of them. I guess before 30. I'll be able to finish up all seven.

My gain for losing you.
and it's totally worth it!

The Leaning Tower of Pisa.

Great Pyramid of Giza.
Everyone say this photo look fake but I swear i never photoshop myself into this photo. Haha..

FYI, you're already a history to me. :)

xoxo,
Sharon.

corazón cerrado

2010-12-11T13:09:00.001+08:00

Bullshit. It's all bullshit.

I hate December!!!

tu me manques encore.

Привет красиво!

2010-11-17T00:40:00.008+08:00

finally hitted the gym after so damn freaking long.
i hate the gym for some reasons.

but had been having too much pasta and pizza.
time to sweat some fats out baby. haha

omg. i cant wait to get home.
i miss chinese food.
can i have carrot cake, hokkien mee, teochew porridge, laksa, lala....

i miss my family.
without fail, miss jojo darling and tweeggy the most.

cant wait to meet my darling girls for dinner.
cant wait to meet my batchies to bitch.

i need to drink when i get back to sg.
need to party badly man.
so long nv go to zouk already. think i might get lost inside. HAHA.

Rome is so beautiful...
i know its random. but it is.. right?

Venice is even more beautiful...

alright, shall go watch some movie then head to bed.

finally flying back tomorrow!

Old school. but ♥

Xoxo,
S

it's getting better... isnt it?

2010-10-30T16:50:00.003+08:00

so many things happen for the past months.
i have been trying so hard to make my life perfect but no matter how hard i try, something is still not right.
something is still missing out in my life.

wont be in sg for freaking one week.
mayb Linda babe is right, it's e right time and just nice a getaway for me from everything.
shall get a beer, stuck myself in the bathtub, read a book and enjoy myself.

hooray and congrats to you! you never fail to destroy me.

i'm sorry to make my girls worry about me.
i thought it's gonna be easy but it's really not.
i just remember i used to be so happy.

i need my smile back.

it's already October???

2010-10-13T03:51:00.004+08:00

and yes, i'm gonna start blogging again.
since i'm always so free in the hotel room.

EAT PRAY ~~LOVE~~

"i don't need it to be happening, i just want it simple and nice."

and here we go again.

2010-03-15T02:38:00.003+08:00

One can never be contented.
Whenever you manage to get the things that u wants, you will definitely ask for more.

And yes, I’m that kind of person.
Who isn’t? You dare to say you’re not?
Then continue to deceive yourself.

Like what I always say. “This is life.”

I finally get the lazy me to do my resume.
It’s still not fully done yet but I already promise myself that I must get it done by tonight.

Seriously got to get a job asap.
My dad is not rushing me to get a job at all. Though he said he will stop giving me allowance starting from this month but he is still asking me if I have enough every time I go out.
This is making me feeling even worse.

Being a slacker is making me feeling more and more useless too.
There is totally nothing for me to look forward to.
Can’t stand myself waking up thinking of what should I do today and another day is gone.

I need motivations and goals!
So gonna start working hard, looking for a job tomorrow. :)

I’m suddenly so in love with Korean songs now.
But… it’s just for now.
I’m sure I’ll be back in love with Chinese songs soon. Haha.

xoxo,
S.

changed.

2010-03-06T16:09:00.004+08:00

It’s been a month since I blogged.
Although it's just a month but there are a lot of changes in my life.

Had a cny getaway to kukup with my relatives.
It was ok. A small gathering with my cousins.
Nothing’s special abt cny anymore. It’s just another day.

And now I’m officially graduated from NYP.
I should feel happy about it but in fact, I’m so confused now.

I realized I really need to grow up. I depend too much on my family.
Now I really need to know what my goals in life are and what I really want for my future.

I hate to grow up. I hate to know that I have to handle everything myself.
I need to change so many things about myself, my attitude towards my life,
my relationship, and my friends.

I need to learn how to let go of things when times come.
I need to learn how to not let little things about him affect me.
I need to learn to think for myself and love myself more.

All those shitty mind games, I give up. I totally can’t win in it.
So now I choose to ignore.
Just let everything be the way you wanna and everyone will be happy.
So why not?

Yes it’s really emotionally abusive but do I have a choice?

I’m always hoping that things will change for the better.
And I always ended up hoping for nothing.
But still, till now, I still hope and believe that one day things will really change.

And seriously when i told you, i'm a changed person now. I mean it.
so dont think that i'm still the same old me last time.

To me, I know that my priority is to get myself a job and support myself now.
I shouldn’t let things to get into my ways and let it affect me so much.

I find it so hard to be happy now. So much harder than before.
And this is something family or friends can’t teach you how to.
It’s something you have to find and learn yourself.

fuck that emo!

2010-01-30T03:28:00.006+08:00

Ok i take back my words which i mention in my previous post that emo is outta my dictionary.

Like hello! It’s a freaking Friday and I’m home, lying on my bed, listening to this song, with tears in my eyes and feeling like some emo shit.

All thanks to Edwin! Sending me such a song in e middle of the night.
But i can’t deny that it's really nice.

I guess it's partly the beer fault that i had with the girls just now.
Beer makes people emo.
I don’t know if anyone feels the same but for me, it's totally true.

Plus, looking at how lovey dovey couples are and blablabla.
Then u realise you're all alone.
Single is good but looking at super duper sweet couples like Linda babe and nick.
You will feel that being single is like shit and you will wish that u had a secure and stable shoulder to lean on.

But this wun be a reason for me to get into another r/s at all.
I dun wanna rush things as i'm expecting alot from my next other half.
so gonna take my time until i find the perfect one.
and so... till then, i'll jus continue the emo-ness

Fuck man! I hate this feeling.
Gonna be another sleepless night.

Fine.
For tonight, I shall just continue lying on my bed, listening to the music and feel like shit until I fall asleep.

Nights world.
FML.

unknown

2010-01-29T15:52:00.000+08:00

Someday your prince charming will come.
Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.

and so, i'll wait... :)

where is my superman?

2010-01-26T16:44:00.004+08:00

Hope you know this ain't easy for me.

you're not sorry

2010-01-24T16:15:00.003+08:00

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime
And all you do is let me down

And its taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again
But not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away, no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby
Like I did before

:)

2010-01-21T00:58:00.006+08:00

how can i live without u girls.
hearts! :)

you know what!

i cant take those fake smile anymore.

what comes around goes around.

so just go ahead and bitch more about me.

tired with you and your nonsense.

i'm not interested in ur boy at all ok!

if u cant control him, dun blame it on others.

whatever. i dun give a damn to it.

cant wait for Abby to bring my godson(Xiao Hei) home.

cant wait to see all my darling babes tml.

and cant wait for someone to call me. :)

P.S: ZT, Good luck for your TP. Dun so stress. I'm sure tml will be ur lucky day. :)

xoxo,

congrats von!

2010-01-20T23:50:00.011+08:00

Congrats Von and Yj.

Lovely couple.

Just us

2010-01-12T13:02:00.004+08:00

Fyp is simply so slack for me. Too slack. My partner and supervisor both are being quite nice to me. I felt bad toward my partner as he’s doing almost every single thing. I wanted to help but he’s always so fast. Before I got the chance to do, he already finished it. So I guess the only thing I can do is to treat him better. I met up with my boy for dinner and movie on Tuesday. Things is simply so different. The one I used to rely on so much is like a stranger to me now. Just hope that thing goes well for him. :) I have learnt a lot from Edric. Really gotta say a big sorry and thanks for all the nonsense I have given him for the past years. Being super petty, quarreling over little stuff, and always picking a fight out of nothing, being jealous over something that’s not true, not trusting him to my fullest and being so damn paranoid and unreasonable. Yup I’m a super demanding and mean girlfriend. So I should stay single for life so that no one else will suffer the same as him. Haha. To me, status doesn’t really matter anymore. What matters most is both are happy together? Guys will always treat their friends better than girlfriend. So I decided that I’ll only have guy friend and not boyfriend. And being friend, I won’t expect so much too. Agree? :) I don’t know why but I feel so much happier now. Is it because of him? Sometimes I really wonder….

when will it be my turn?

2010-01-10T16:28:00.006+08:00

I'm so in love with this song now.
All thanks to Kelvin. :)

And this...
Thanks to Samuel Tay. :)

Life hasn't been as bad as i expected.
People come and go as they like.
You came into my life without me knowing and you walked out of it so quietly without me knowing too.
Just when i thought things might work out, it always doesnt.
Why cant things be as simple as abc?
Whenever i want it simple, it can nv turn out to be one.

So fuck it, i choose to be complicated now.
And seriously, if u dunno me well, dun judge me and dun act like u know me very well.
whatever darling girls and whatever i care for u and love u so much, save them for urself.
stop that acting in front of me esp. that fake smile that i really cant take it.
i know i'm being a bitch. but at least i'm true to myself.

spending my weekend with chew and the rest at Leonard's place.
Drinking, playing pool and slack around is so much better than in club.
A place where u see all the fake smile everywhere u go.

Clubbing used to be so fun. but it's no longer fun for me now.
Guess it really depends on who u go with.

Anyway you guys kept saying that i'm being emo.
Emo? what's tat? it's outta my dictonary long ago.

P.S: Thanks for e christmas present u bought for me. I really like it alot. Sometimes i wish i could turn back time. But we both know it's impossible. Do take care of urself in aust. Study hard yea.

<3

totally not fated

2009-12-19T18:27:00.003+08:00

lovely weather.
everything is just so perfect.
just lack of companion.

but i'm getting use to it. :)

just a passerby...

2009-12-13T20:09:00.004+08:00

awww...
so near yet so far.

so i'll just continue in my dreamy land...

simply so cute.
<3

好暗！

2009-12-01T12:42:00.004+08:00

一个人撑伞，一个人擦泪，一个人好累

hurry back pls.

harder than ever

2009-11-30T23:26:00.006+08:00

i feel so depressed with my everything now.

sometimes i hope i'm there but then i might regret being there.
i'm so damn confused that i choose not to think at all.

eye-candy no more.
gotta look for new motivation.

gonna turn les soon...
hope dec will be a better month for me.

xoxo,
s

all alone

2009-11-26T19:30:00.003+08:00

a day when all ur good friends is busy with their other half and u realise u're all alone.
e feeling sux actually.

it's not like no one is asking you out sometimes, it's just that u're waiting for the right person to ask u out. but since that person dont den i won't take the initiative too.
i hav learn to take things slow.

staying at home with my two dogs wasnt that bad afterall.
or mayb drinking with dar A will be a better choice?

cant wait to get back to school on Monday.
at least i can make myself busy and not feeling lonely.

sharon need <3 and company...

how i wish...

2009-11-25T16:23:00.003+08:00

back to school for fyp.

obviously it's much better than in little china.
my fyp mates r great.
hmmm..... haha i guess bev they all will know what i mean.

overall, i'm happy with everything except one. :)

Last day!!!

2009-11-20T12:59:00.006+08:00

everyone say... CONGRATS!!!

haha.

today is my last day at little china.

so happy.

i hope gg back to school is so much better than staying here.

happy sharon back to school!!! :)

i'm not the one u think anymore.

i wun call u and bomb ur phone anymore.

thousands of msg and not a single reply.

i wun care abt what others say, i wun care abt what others think.

i put in my 101%.

u wanna leave or carry on like that, up to u.

i won't hold u back anymore. :)

there's something that i really wanna let u know, u're so nice so nice that's why i love u so much.

but mixing with the wrong friend can kill u.

if not for u, i'll destory his r/s long ago.

i believe she hav the right to know. jus like last time i hav the right to know too.

i hope u will be different from them esp. him.

i know u know how to think and know what's best for u. :)

hearts!

and i'm totally not in love with my bangs!

hais.

butbut... at least something diff can make myself determine that i'm a changed person.

newborn

2009-11-16T10:10:00.009+08:00

A new look. A new me. A better person.
so i'll be a happier girl. :)

seriously i do miss my fringe now.
i think i look so much better with it.
i look like a small girl now.
but it's ok. at least a new look. :)

tml is 3year 11 month.
but... i know i'll be all alone...

black friday.

2009-11-13T16:25:00.004+08:00

Friday the 13th.

Mood : Moodless

Everything's still as bad as black.
Nothing's seems to get better.

such a day, even heaven is crying for me.
nah, ya i know i think too much. it's jus raining. haha.

rainy days make me feel so emo and lonely.
but somehow, i think i'm getting used to this feeling.

i just feel like going home now, lying on my bed and do nothing.
i need a drink. drink to kill the sleepless night.

And something to update...
Braces on. which make my day even worse.

trying to make myself believe tml will be a better day.
but i know it wun.

gonna plan a trip alone again.
this time will be a secret mission.
not gonna tell anyone where and when.
jus wanna get out of here. and i wish i can get out of here forever.

Life Ain't Always Beautiful

2009-11-11T10:10:00.007+08:00

Yesterday is the worst day ever in my whole life.
It hurts so badly that my tears totally dry up.

If everyone thinks that i'm the one making up the story, then let it be.
If this will help solve things and everyone will be happy. then the truth doesn't matter anymore.
i'm lazy and don't find the need to explain myself.

Everyone hav been asking me the same ques.
Have u ever blame yourself for all these?
and yes! i totally blame myself for it.

once the hurt is there, it'll be there forever.

it really took me very long to actually trust someone and open up my heart and talk.
but in the end, those that i trusted the most, hurt me the most too.

what's the truth? what's the lie? what's hurt?
i dun care anymore.

i'll trust no one now and won't trust anyone forever.
i have lock myself up, lock my heart up.

i don't blame or find fault in anyone for these.
it's all about me being sensitive, being childish.

sorry to hav cause any unhappiness between u guys.
jus hope u guys can patch back and not quarreling becos of such rubbish nonsense which is totally not true.
cherish and treasure your relationship as well as your friendship.
it took me years to realise friendship worth as much as relationship.

i'll do so too when i hav decided to open up myself again.

i love u girls and i still do.
i love u but i dunno how to anymore.

a off day!

2009-11-06T09:49:00.006+08:00

A told me something that i find it so true.

Everyone need a break.

When u're in school, u'll pon school to have a break
When u're working, u'll need to take leave to have a break.
So...

When u're in a relationship, u'll need a break from each other too.

now i'm giving everyone a off day.
hope this works and will make things better.

i dun wanna be emo again.
hate the emo feeling.

i just wan to be simple and happy.
though i'm young but i feel like i'm ready to settle down.
i'm ready to give up my partying life.
i'm ready to have commitment.
why is it so difficult?
i need to right one and i hope u're.
prove to me pls.

either leave forever or stay forever...

p.s: i miss you.

hearts.

2009-11-04T23:21:00.004+08:00

life's fine.
attachment's fine.
everything's fine so far.

as long as i dun care, dun ask, dun bother.
everything will be fine.

why i dun feel acknowledge or appreciated at all?

sometimes i wonder why i worry so much...
what's the point for me to hold on so tight?
is it really worth it?

whatever it's, i'll jus enjoy the moment.
trying to make myself busy everyday and not stick like a glue.
it's hard at first but slowly i'll get use to it.

do u think being alone is a good thing also?

halloween was soso. guess it'll be my first and last year attending.
too pack too pack. being push ard like nobody business.
without my babes ard, the party will be totally like shit.

i hearts my girls.
i need more time for my friends.

now i feel like 7 days a week is totally not enough.

tell me what i really need now.
lead me to the life tat's best for me.

loves,
sharon.

alright!

2009-10-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry A.
i'm a bad friend.

oh boy!

2009-10-23T10:39:00.006+08:00

boy's out of town.
lonely me, lonely weekend.

guess it's the best time to ctahc up with my friends.
My dear chew. Abi and Linda babe.
i miss out so much about their happening.

did meetup with them few weeks back and i feel totally out.
hope i can close the gap though.

tml is a sat and i'm working. damn sian.
mayb it's a good thing also since boy is not in sg.
at least i wun feel like i got nth to do during a weekend.

boy and me did a real stupid thing yest night which is dye each other hair. haha.
we bought the diy dye and yea, it turns out normal. not really the colour i wan.
first time diy, quite fun actually. lol.

and now i'm thinking if i should cut my hair or not.
pretty sick of my hairstyle.

cut or no cut?!?!
siann..

my life is as simple as abc and it's a good thing.
gonna go back to work already.

missing him and also excited about the dinner with chew darling tonight.

if u really look on the bright side, ur life is really not so miserable.

simple is beautiful.

xoxo,
sharon

all about me!

2009-10-20T15:44:00.010+08:00

it's my freaking life.

so no matter what, i'll love it.

no one love me more than myself .

no one understand me more than myself.

no one cherish me more than myself.

fuck up company?

who cares! i'm leaving in another month. jus finish up my job and leave here.

fuck up r/s?

who cares! what's yours will be yours. no point holding so tightly.

"detective?" funny! no more.

fuck up friends?

who care! we mind each other business and that's it.

fuck up life?

no more because i solve everything that's fuck up. LOL.

know what?

sharon is stronger now.

no more stress, no more complain.

nothing gonna bring her down for now.

thanks A for the inspirational talk.

you really made my day happier.

开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。那就开心一点的过吧！

my forever love who's there for me..
rain or shine...
happy or sad...
i'm so scare he's gonna leave me soon.

Gonna update alittle.

have been clubbing quite alot these two weeks.

the craving is back. it's great i'll say

as usual, hangover sux.

lazy to upload all the pictures.

ending work in another 1.5hr.

happy happy happy! :)

P.S: You know i love you.

come back to me.

2009-10-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls (rain falls)
Oh, the rain falls (rain falls)
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all
Our bad memories 'cause the
Flashbacks (flashbacks)
Oh, the flashbacks (flashbacks)
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in
the past

(come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
For you're (one in a million [come back])

Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this (buy this)
And she buys that (buys that)
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn't that bad (that bad)
It isn't that bad (that bad)
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated)
Don't know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

(come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
For you're (one in a million [come back])

Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry, babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better of me
Baby, take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Call me what you want to, babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby, take it easy on me

Baby, take it easy on me
Baby, come back to me
Baby, come back to me

(come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
For you're (one in a million [come back])

Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

(come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby, come back to me (come back)
For you're (one in a million [come back])

Baby, come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la

us or i?

2009-10-13T10:49:00.002+08:00

once bitten twice shy...

and now there's totally no trust.

sometimes i hate myself too.
sensitive, paroniod, insecurity.

should i still hold on or not?

i need someone to guide me along.

what a bitch again!

2009-10-07T09:49:00.006+08:00

my life really sux.

already have alot of problem in my r/s and now my work.
i'm really stress out here.
i wanna get outta here!!!!!

BITCH!

my fucking pay is freaking $18.50/day.
One day I work for 8 hours and 45 mins!
It’s a 6 day week!
And we work worse than a dog here.

I left house at 9 and I reach the fuck company at 9.45.
I know I’m super late la but I can control the traffic meh?
the heavy traffic cum traffic jam.
What u wan me to do? Take an aeroplane here ah.

And the first thing I reached, I saw the bitch!!!
The first thing she said:”WOW, so early ah? People start work at 9.15 le.”
So I explain myself and jus jokingly said the cabfare damn ex.
And again she said”WOW, 25buck ah?”

FUCK la, sarcastic bitch!
you must see her expression, u'll really feel like slapping her fuck face.

Think she’ll cut my pay again lo.
my fucking pay is freaking $18.50/day.
I just took a cab to work for $25!!!

Now even enough to cover my cabfare lo.
Stupid bitch!

BITCH!

but something to make me happy today is that if nothing goes wrong, i'm meeting the girls!
woohoo.. :)

Blogging @ Work

2009-10-03T17:04:00.011+08:00

i'm so gonna blog!!!

it's a freaking SAT and i'm still at work.
worst still, i'm sick!!! Flu + sore throat + feverish!
and they still expect me to work like hell.
Someone kill me pls. FML to the max.

anyway F1 was great except my poor legs that ache like hell.
haha. it was really fun. Esp. working with Zylia babe.
she's so nice to talk to. Pictures will be up as soon as i got it from Zylia babe.
didnt took much as we're so busy working.
here's some i grab from tyson :)

fatty me with tyson.

for now, nothing interesting about my life.

Work, Sleep, Work, Sleep and nothing else.
but i shall post some pictures for my birthday.
i know it's super outdated but better than nothing. haha.

Chill Sharon!
38 more days to end of attachment! :)

The wallpaper i made for my desktop.
Motivation to work! :)

My poly mates! i miss u guys so much!
i wanna go back schoool!!!

finally 21! :)

TAY Family :)

happy family :)

secondary friends :)

WAS :)

WAB :)

Mr Huang!

Loves <3>

The craziness starts!
but seriously it wasnt that fun.

cos my eyes was actually half close

and i guess the rest are actually entertaining themselves. Haha.

Thanks for staying! :)

the gays!

fuck my life.

2009-09-25T10:56:00.005+08:00

http://www.fmylife.com/

~ Today, I got flowers at work. I was excited until I saw they were from my good friend saying, "Sorry for sleeping with your boyfriend!" FML ~

OMG!!! i think i'll go crazy if i recieve this. LOL.

~ Today, I was playing hide and seek with my eight year old cousin. For the past two turns, he had been hiding in the bathroom. I saw the bathroom lights on, yet again, and opened the door with a triumphant "AHA!" It was my Grandma, taking a smelly dump. FML ~

HAHA!

At least something that can make me feel better.
Attachment still as sucky as ever.
I still have two more months to suffer.
Hope time will pass faster.

I really dun wish to graduate so soon.
I wanna be a student forever.
How i wish i can go back to my sec sch life.

There's so many things i wanted now but i'm sososo damn bloody broke!
So friends, anyone wanna treat me for lunch? Haha.

My wishlist is getting longer and longer everyday. Lol.
but i'll put all the piority to these three wishes first. Hee.

the first thing i wanna do is to...
get my hair dye!!!
i wanna dye super bright colours.
still thinking if i should dye brownish gold or red.
i jus wanna do something different.
Maybe it'll give me a fresh look and better luck. Hee

The second thing i wanna do is to..
get myself a chanel bag!!!
i long to hav one bag of my own long long time ago.
and seriously nothing is better than chanel, right?
so am gonna start saving up now.
hopefully i can get it when i grad as my graduation present for myself. Hee

The third thing i wanna do is to...
Go overseas!!!
i wanna go hongkong or taiwan or even bangkok i also don't mind.
i just need a long long break from sg.
i wanna go shop like hell! So really time to save up.

i hav been spending alot on shopping after i start my attachment.
hais. so all my wishes hav to be drag until i save up.
how i wish i'm richer...

whatever.
life sucks but i'm glad i hav my family with me to guide me along. :)

overall, sharon is still counted as a blissful girl. :)

kill me pls!

2009-09-15T22:58:00.011+08:00

My sky is total darkness now.

I cant see any light at all.

You guys wun be able to see Sharon smiling at least for another 2months.
I really cant be happy or feel happy.

I can’t be happy as long as I’m still in this company that I’m attaching to.
I can’t possible give up now as I already suffer here for two weeks.
The only thing I can do is countdown every day.

2 months 2 weeks more.
10 more weeks.
57 more days.
513 more hours
30780 more minutes
1846800 more seconds

Fuck the company.

Fuck that bitch.

Fuck my life.

I’m gonna breakdown soon.

I’m going crazy!

CHARGE!!!!

2009-09-08T15:06:00.004+08:00

I feel totally shit at attachment now.
I cannot tahan anymore that I have to blog.
Everyone say it’s just 12 weeks, no big deal.
But why not u come and give it a try here?

I work like shit, skip my break trying to finish up asap for them, trying meet their expectations but at the end of the week, i didnt get the results i wanna.
I’m totally not motivated to work now.

I guess employees just want feel that they’re appreciated.

It’s not that they’re not nice to you.
In fact, some of them are quite nice. (Some only)
I also don’t know how to explain how you’re being treated here.
Forget it!

For the sake of my family, I’ll really work hard.
They really help me fight for my rights, esp. my erjie.
So I’ll work even harder in this company, I can’t let her effort go to waste.

No matter what, I’ll 忍, 忍 and忍.

No matter what, I’ll just smile back.

Now the only thing that motivate me to work is the video that my family did for me.
Have been listening it to the song and watching it since morning.
I simply love it so much.

It’s like the 100th times I have been repeating it but I still feel like crying whenever I watched it.

I’m glad I’m in this “Tay family”.

:)

Directed by: Fion Tay
Photos scanned by: Francis Tay
Photos chose by: Fiona Tay & Yvonne Tay
Produced by: Tay Zhi Xiong

Sharon 21st

2009-09-07T14:35:00.005+08:00

To : All my friends that attended my birthday.

Really a big thank you for making my 21st birthday a memorable one!!!
i hope u guys did enjoy yourself.
Sorry if i didnt have much chances to talk to you.
But no worries, i remember every single one who came and wishes me. :)

I really enjoyed myself alot though it's really tiring. Haha.
Anyway i love all the presents very much.
Thanks alot alot. :)

Loves,
Sharon

To : Relatives and Cousins,

Thanks for coming to my birthday!
Hope you guys hav fun!
And Tay HaoFong, i still remember what u say! Haha.
Thanks alot alot! :)

Loves,
Sharon

To : My dearest.

Dearest Huang,

Thanks for everything u did for me even though you're feeling so down.
Sorry for not being understanding enough.
Everything will be fine k. No worries.
Whatever happens, you'll have me beside you.
but pls listen to me. I really dun wanna you to be out so late every single night.
I really hope you'll tell me everything and it really wun be a burden for me.
It hurts even more badly when u're more willing to talk to others about it than me.
If u really ask me what's the present i wanna, i'll say i want ur smile back.

Loves,
Sharon

To : My family members.

Francis and Fiona,

Really thanks alot alot. I know you guys are very tired after work yet without any complains for helping me rushing up and down, here and there.

I love you, Daddy!
I love you, Mummy!

Yvonne,

Thanks for helping me driving here and there to pick our uncles and also entertaining them with pokers. Without you,i think they'll be kinda bored in the chalet. LOL.

I love you, dajie!

Fion and Zhixiong,

I dunno how to express myself with words.
Thank you is definitely not enough to express my thanks to you two.
Without you two, the decoration definitely wun be so nice.
Without you two, my birthday party wun be a successful one.
I'm really glad and thankful that i have got you guys.

Thanks for all the driving me around to get all the stuff, all the late nights for helping me with the DIY of the decorations, all the trouble to go here and there, all the time that you guys spent on thinking so hard and wanting me to be happy, ................

Oh ya, if you guys remember the birthday dress i'm wearing, it's a gift from Zhixiong bro.
It's damn nice right? I love it sososo much.
And the T & CO bracelet that i'm eyeing for very long.
Thanks Erjie! You nv fail to know what i'm thinking.

I hav got too many too many thanks.

I love you. Erjie!
Thanks, Zhixiong Bro!

Loves,
Your baobei always!

Pictures will be up soon.

Anyway i didnt really hav a chance to update on my attachment.
but i guess every friend of mine will know that i'm suffering now.
Hais, i'll update soon about my attachment.
I can only say i'm so "lucky" to get into this company.

Sharon 21st

2009-09-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

I really must thank my family members for spending the time to do this video for me.
It's really a surprise. I didnt know anything about it.

Really thanks alot alot.

Directed by: Fion Tay
Photos scanned by: Francis Tay
Photos chose by: Fiona Tay & Yvonne Tay
Produced by: Tay Zhi Xiong

disappointment

2009-08-26T17:58:00.003+08:00

A leopard doesn't change its spots.
i totally agree with this idiom now.

All promises made are nothing but just empty promises.
no one understand you more than youreself.

disappointed, upset...

Last paper tml and i haven start studying at all.
now i really know how to write the word "DEAD".

moody.............

yeaa baby

2009-08-25T15:14:00.004+08:00

three paper down, one more to go.
and i'm free from exams FOREVER. haha.

cant wait fr the last paper man.
i'm already having holiday mood.

but i got no holiday at all.
attachment will start next monday.
hope i get posted to somewhere that's nearer to my place.

birthday preparation is really so troublesome.
i'm cracking my brains so hard to think of how to make it not a boring birthday party at chalet. hais.
if i know there's so much things to do, i rather not hav the party.
should jus take the money, go overseas and enjoy myself.

i'm having bad dreams like none of my friends attending my birthday.
that's really the worst i can think of.

hope the attendence is not as bad as i expected.
really thanks to those who replied to my FB invitation.
really help me big time as i really dunno how many ppl to order for my catering.

i dun expect any presents from my friends.
friends in my invitation list is really those i feel that they are my friends.
so i really hope that they come to my birthday... with sincerity.

having a few friends that sincerely wanna celebrate your birthday for you is better than having many friends who just come for the sake of coming.

anyway last paper on thurs.
so i hav decided to slack today and study tml.
i'm always that last minute. Haha.
Guess if i really repeat any module, everyone will say i orbi.
and i really got a feeling i'll repeat my supply chain module.

whatever whatever whatever.

OH YEA!!! i got the F1 job.
seriously i jus went the casting for fun.
All the others girls are all so hot lo.
didnt expect myself to get the job though.
have been eating like hell for the past months.
damn.... time to go on diet man!!!

Slacking Time!

ShaSha meimei

As usual, ending the post with fatty sharon :)

what a joke!

2009-08-14T15:19:00.014+08:00

i knew the happiness wun last long.

i need no one.
totally no one.

i can be a loner. i can be all alone.
i can be happy myself.

i'll stay strong.

i wanna be freeeeeee

2009-08-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

Jus one more day and i'm totally free from project!!!
This sem is totally hell for me.
Projects and assignments non-stop since the start of school.
lucky everything is gonna end. muhahaha.

i'm so gonna enjoy my weekend before i start worrying about the main exam in another two weeks time.

seriously, i should be very excited about my birthday this year and i always told myself that i mus hold a big birthday party.
but now i dun seems to be excited at all.
i cant book the venue i wanna. i cant have the kind of party i wanna.

in fact, i tot of just having a small celebration with my close friends.
but the chalet is booked. i cant back out anymore.

Anyway i have sent out invitation in Facebook, so pls check yea.
and if i miss out your name, dun be offended.
Cause i dont hav all your facebook account so do inform me. :)

And yes, i'll be another boring birthday party held at a chalet.
So friends, pls come k. I need you all to make it interesting.

I'll remind you guys when it's nearer to the date.

i miss clubbing!!!
Peeps who are gg this weekend, jio me plssss!
LOL.

but i gotta think twice whenever i wanna go now.
i gotta report. gotta worry this and worry that. hais.

but since i hav decided to give it a second try, i'll try my best.
at least if it doesnt work out, i wun hav any regrets.
i really hope it's all worth it man.
not hope... it must be worth it!!!

for now...
i'm a happy girl...
having a happy family...
having two lovely doggies...
hvaing my loves huang...
having all my friends with me...

:)

sweet dreams awaiting for me tonight...

2009-08-03T14:57:00.004+08:00

Armin Van Buuren ft. Sharon Den Adel - In And Out Of Love

2009-08-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

life sux

2009-08-02T23:52:00.004+08:00

i'm sick again.
very very sick.

i just wan to be alone.

School SUX

2009-07-30T10:52:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!!! Seriously ending of e School Sem is the worse ever.
Project project and project.

I have been sleeping for less than 4 hours for the past two nights.
Three more projects, two more test and one assignment on hand.
then will be main exams. i totally hate the stupid citect project. the lecturer jus dun like me infact he hate me.

he jus dun believe i'll do my damn project myself.
and he's totally bias! i admit i'm not a good student who listen in class and follow his work.
Ok, i even argue with him before. Lol.
but not being a good student doesnt means that i cant do the project right?
he said "Marks will be given individually although it's a group project."
he didnt say it right in front of me la. but it's so obvious who he's talking abt.
WHAT THE !@#$%^&**&^%$#@!~~!@#$%
it hurts when u complete the work and people dun trust that u do it.
i f**king serious do the whole citect program myself and spend alot of time figuring out and doing it.
--(ok thanks edwin and fabian for their help).
he better give me the rightful grade i'm suppose to hav.

i hav got too many outdated pictures. which one should i upload?! hmm.. i think shall post all then. Lol.

Overloading of outdated pictures

2009-07-29T19:30:00.007+08:00

Pictures starting from the latest. :)

Ivan 's 21st @ HotStone
18th July 09

Loves...

Dbl O & St James
2th July 09

Zouk with babes.

27th June 09

Sentosa with darlings

27th June 09

Prawning yumyum.
23rd June 09

Dbl & St James

20th June 09

Dbl O and St james

17th June 09

and so i realise i haven been meeting up with abby dear.
sorry for not updating you and putting aeroplane for a few times. really very sorry
so abby dear, pls make urself at least free for one day to hav dinner with me k. :)

miss chew and teng - when r we gg overseas?
i seriously need a break after my exam and before my attachment start.
happy enough if we can go for 2d1n trip to batam. :)

be with you..

2009-07-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

where am i?

2009-07-14T03:27:00.004+08:00

i tot that it's easy but it's even harder than i expected.

everything changes within one night.

i'm not happy with the changes.
everything is bad.

friends are jus not that real..
love is not as loving..
school is simply stress..

i'm very disappointed and hurt.
my life is shit now.

i hope i can cry out loud.
i hope you guys understand how i feel.

but no one does.

mayb being alone and know nothing about the outside world is the best.
i need my own comfort zone.

alive and kicking

2009-07-10T13:33:00.009+08:00

if u're wondering how's sharon...

i'm still alive.
life's getting better.

after being MIA from everyone for one week.
i hav thought through alot alot.
gonna put a full-stop for my party life for now.
i also realize i got alot of people that i need to meet up with and things to do

- i need to meet my baby girls (Linda, Von and esp. Abby dear)
- i need to meet jane babe.
- i need to meet naga babe.
- i need to acc my family more.

- i need to find a part time job.

And most importantly...

- i need to find a place for my 21st birthday. (Urgent!!!)

actually wanna book NSRCC but it's fully book alrd.
see my birthday is such a hot date!
As my birthday fall on such a unique date this year.
everything gotta be fast. hais...

My guest list is still on the way up.
i'm still wondering whether i wanna get a big party or jus a small one with my close friends.
will update you guys soon.
most prob will send out my invitation by early aug or mid. :)

anyway i hope that i make the right decision.
so far i'm still unsure whether it's right.
but i'm willing to give it a try.
everyone deserves a second chance right?

thanks nerd and chew for the great advise. :)
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Am still very bothered and hurt by what nick say last last sat.
(i doubt he'll read my blog anyway so who cares.)
he says i'm fat. the expression on his face is totally showing that i look ugly.
fucking straight-forward.
it was really hurting and he spoiled the whole of my night.

i'm not angry with what his say because i'm really fat. but pls...
u're not even close to me or someone i call "friend".
who r u to hav the right to say that and in front of someone else.

i hope i'll never ever see him again.
so what if u says u wanna give me more events?
thanks but no thanks.
who'll wan a fucking fat bitch for event. RIGHT?

thanks for pissing me off and still affecting me until now.
mayb it's you who give me the determination to start gg on diet.
but actually it's quite impossible.
cos someone have been dragging me out for a lot of nice food recently. HAHA.

ok nvm. it's not like he's very good looking or something.
so what if u're skinny? do u know that u're too skinny and it's not nice too =/
WHATEVER.
whether u look good or not is none of my business.

enough of him.

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i'm so sleeping in class now.

meeting chew darling later to shop at bugis.
hope i can get some cheap deals.

Photos to update:
- Happy Zouk night.
- Happy Dbl O and PowerHouse night.
- Prawning with chew and gang.

will post up during the weekends if i'm free. :)

confused...

2009-07-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

it's been quite long since i last update.
i think i'm becoming more and more like a party animal.
all my pics are all partying and nothing else.
i guess i hav to stop these.
i need a healtier lifestyle.

my life is suddenly so messed up.
i dunno what i wanna.
you left me and now u suddenly come back.
i'm so confused.

are u sure u can give me the life i wanna?
are u sure i'm be as happy as ever?

should i be leading a simple life or continue the way i'm now.
i wish someone can lead me the way and tell me what to do.

Can tarot card be trusted?
anyone know where i can hav tarot card reading?
pls let me know k.

i really need someone to tell me what to do...

i miss a

2009-06-21T23:04:00.012+08:00

I'm not working at Arcadia for two weeks already.
but i really miss the place. looking at pictures is not enough.

is it so hard to just give a msg and ask:"how's life? or when r u working?"
or should i take the initiative AGAIN?!

bad hangover this morning and i still doesnt feel good.

how i wish i can go to the bar with them again.
i miss those times.

will update with pictures soon.

i'm so in love with club hopping...

sec peeps!!

thanks for bring there for me. :)

"BF" haoyi, kelvin, minhui.

A is the beginning, P is the ending...

P.S: I miss him...

silly virgo

2009-06-15T03:51:00.013+08:00

Are you a Taurus?

Cos Virgo is so in love with Taurus.

They're..
so mean.
so hard to get near.
so hard to understand.
a workaholic.

but yet, so lovable...

I'm very sure my big bear is a taurus.
And i'm waiting and hoping for something that'll never happen.
Dear god, Please do something about it k?
Please please please.
*Praying super duper hard.*

Gonna go to bed now.
Meeting my poly mates for badminton in the morning.
Hope i can wake up.
I need to lead a healthier lifestyle.

a is the beginning, p is the ending..

Anyway..

P.S : Happy 22nd Birthday Jonathan!

F** my life.

2009-06-13T05:06:00.005+08:00

Thanks to Carmen darling intro.

Now every night i hav got some entertainment.
and maybe my life is not that fuck up afterall?

FMyLife
My life sucks but I don't give a f****

http://www.fmylife.com/

some random pick...

" Today, I was at the cafeteria of my school with my boyfriend and he dumped me. I was kinda expecting it. What I wasn't expecting was that he'd start running in front of everyone, screaming "FREEEEEEEEEDOM!" at the top of his lungs and that he'd kiss the first random girl he saw. FML "

" Today, my boyfriend of almost a year told me he thinks he might be gay. I took off my shirt, sexily climbed over him and began to kiss him passionately. "What do you think now?" I said seductively. His response? "Now I'm sure I'm gay." FML "

HAHA.

I think everyone should go visit this site.

and yes, it's freaking 5am and i'm not sleeping yet.
missing and hugging my big bear. :(

cant stop emoing.

2009-06-12T19:14:00.006+08:00

while blogging.. i have been listening to these two songs non-stop.

First and last Duet together. :(

Qq Bar

2009-06-12T19:05:00.006+08:00

Outdated post.

One of the weekend for May.

Anyway i forget to blog about me going drinking with my colleagues.

The Arcadia peeps.

Karen and Ivon

Adrian Poh

How i wish i can hear him sing again.

Charming...

sharon's diary.

2009-06-12T17:24:00.014+08:00

Time to update what i have done for my week.

Now i hav been eating like nobody business.
I feel that whenever i'm feeling down, i'll eat even more.
Somebody stop me pls.....

I am so f**king fat now!!!!

Friday - 050609

I guess most of the girls were at St. James.
Cos it's our Juney's Babe Birthday.

happy birthday darling! :)

Abi dar.Elle and Char babe.

Saturday - 060609

24 hours Golf Drive @ Toa Payoh golf range!

Worked for a golf event and i know, the picture on the Newpaper is totally chui.

I don't even wanna have a second look at it.

It's a "Happening" day for me anyway.

Lost my wallet and found it in the end.

Long long story.

Zylia babe

As usual, my <3

Sunday - 070609

Working @ Arcadia.

The day when my Emo-ing start....

Working there used to be such a blissful thing.

But it's no longer anymore. I find it so hard and get distracted.

Feeling so sad...

So i decided to quit this job. Stupid me.

Now i really miss arcadia alot. Or perhaps the one i miss is him?

Whatever...

Should i go back and work?

Monday - 080609

Monday Blues

Presentation and exams week...

But i'm totally not in the mood to study at all.

Hope i don't flunk badly for my exams.

Feeling damn emo after school so went drinking with two emo peeps.

Chilling @ Indochine

Vish and Abby

Tuesday - 090609

Always the same old lonely Tuesday.

I'm glad i have Abby dear.

Still feeling as emo or ever worse.

Drinking @ Bobby's

I think i'm starting to love beer.

Thanks to Abby!

Wednesday - 100609

It's Ladies night and everyone is enjoying themselves.

Poor me gotta stay home and study, listening to sad songs. Hais...

Anyway even if i got no exam, i also wun go party la.

Did i mention i had a can of beer on my hand while studying at 1am?

Thursday - 110609

Who'll stay at home after their last paper right? Haha.

Meet up with Nerd, Mic and Chew.

Supper @ Farmmart

They never fail to make me feel better. :)

Bernard's new Rush

While waiting for his girl.

The stupid chew that made us wait for almost 1 hour.

Friday - 120609

Woke up late for School and it's the last day before holiday.

So i decided to skip school. Haha.
I know i'm a bad student.

I'm still thinking of where to go.

A) Partying at Rebel?

B) Meet Abby dear to chill and emo tgt?

C) Go shopping alone at Bugis?

D) Meet Nerd's and gang to slack at Yishun dam or play bball?

E) Simply stay at home and do nothing?

F) Drinking with Arcadia friends?

I wanna choose F but they didnt call me. I miss them la. Hais.

Gonna go prepare now and see how thing goes...

And still ending with the Emo me.

I need a simple life!

Signing Off,

Fatty Sharon

A is the beginning, P is the ending...

2009-06-06T19:39:00.016+08:00

" It's good to miss someone sometimes,
even if it hurts your heart. "

U is forever...

Happy seems so far away..

P.S : My "Date" just put me aeroplane. Anyone wanna bring me out?

what's the meaning of life?

2009-06-05T01:27:00.011+08:00

Life is so unpredictable.

Alive and dead.. They seem so close to each other.

Like only a thin line different.
Now your close ones can be beside you but the next min they might just walk out of your life forever.

I just came back from my uncle’s wake.
Although he’s not very close to me, I can still feel the sadness.
Esp. when I see my auntie and cousin, they’re eyes are all so swollen
I can totally feel the pain they’ve been thru for the past few days.

It’s too sudden for anyone to be able to take it.
That night my uncle kept saying that he’s not feeling very well and so he went to bed.
And he’s gone forever.

Does this teach me to cherish whatever I have now?
Treasuring every single thing, every single one beside me.

For my family, needless to say, they’re so important to me.
For my darlings, of cos I’ll.
But for “friends”, I seriously doubt I can.
Every time when I feel that I should cherish that person.
They’ll hurt me.

I guess by looking at him at one corner is good enough,

I don't expect anything anymore.

I’m feeling damn gloomy now. =(

I’ll update all the photos another day.

One of the shoot for http://willyoumarryme.com.sg
More to come…

one of my dream is to wear wedding gown...

"happy" monday

2009-06-01T23:27:00.010+08:00

everything went on so damn well today.

happily waking up with a smile on my face when i see my phone.
everything in sch was all alright.

but few min ago..
i jus received a phonecall that totally spoiled my entire day which is ending in another half an hour.
ok whatever. i know i know.
the hard to get one is still so hard to get.
i give up.

it's time to wake up from my sweet dreams already... :)

and it's another lonely tuesday AGAIN!

who don't love to camwhore?

2009-05-29T20:24:00.006+08:00

While waiting for the guys to call me..
Oh, nowadays i'm glad i have Ac and Fab.
They're staying quite near me so we always share cab to school =x
Ok so while waiting for these two guys who are LATE!
I start my usual routine. :)

We girls are suppose to be doing our project but once they know i bought my cam along.

Ah, girls! Haha.

Pardon us k.

This sem we haven been taking alot of pictures in class.

Camwhore queue, Beverly

Camwhore bitch, Sharon

Camwhore sweetie, Siewen

Us.Still us..No. 1 in acting cute, Fabian Foo.

Bev, it's time for u to update! Haha.

Alright, i'm gonna prepare for my night already.

See if i can hook up anyone anot. LOL.

Anyway i just cut my fringe, i wonder if anyone notice it.

it's so short. Hais.

Till then,

Muacks!

a new beginning.

2009-05-29T19:49:00.005+08:00

I think i'm totally crazy last sat.

After work i went chinatown drinking with my colleagues.

Then Zouk to meet that lousy drunk person.

And after that fuel party.

I reach home ard 7am?

Zouk 230509

Met some new party peeps :)

Fuel Party!

And of cos still loving my old party peeps.

David Daddy

My lovely babes

Uncle Normy

Ming Weee

"Humsup" Jerry. =p

Craziness but i love it. :)

♥

2009-05-29T11:06:00.004+08:00

Two project, two presentations and one lab test down.
Left with one lab test for this week.

Totally fatigued.Chiong two nights straight for my project.
ya once again, last min work.

i still have one more project due next mon which i haven even start.
Gonna be so dead. any kind soul can help me with it? :)

My eyes are so damn sleepy now.
No mood to listen to the lecturer at all.

Anyway i manage to catch "Night at the museum 2" on Wednesday.
Hmm, not too bad. quite funny.
i can only say it’s nice not having to watch e show alone
and also having a shoulder to lean on. :)

cant wait for my weekend!
but next week is another torturing week.
so i'm gonna enjoy my weekend to the fullest.=
enjoy now, suffer later.
that's so me. haha.

he came back. but i don't feel happy at all.
seriously don't you find whatever you're doing now familiar?
it's not like i never did it before. i know how u feel ok.
asking for so many fucking chances, crying every single day, msging u non-stop.
but did u bother to listen to me?

i tot i could never ever walked out of it but i guess i did.
i cant help but hate you.
becos of u, i change so much.

and the only good thing i change is that you make me know that i cant trust people so easily.
no one can be trusted in this world, esp guys.
no matter what they say, i'll think twice. :)

time will prove everything.
i'm sorry but i don't wanna go through the same old thing again.

i got quite alot to blog about but my stupid lecturer is aiming at me now.
damn her. her voice damn high can. very irritated by that.

will blog again next week.
cos i can see how busy i'll be during my weekend.
muhaha.

Zouk tonight anyone?
I hope that you can make it though.

insomnia...

2009-05-28T02:43:00.003+08:00

Love can sometimes be magic.

But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

our excursion :)

2009-05-26T01:47:00.007+08:00

NEWater Centre

The whole excirsion was pretty fun.
But i guess about 80% of the time we're playing around and cam-whoring.
Haha.
The next Excursion should be BMTC.
Gonna go there see those stinky hot hunks. Lol.

Today is Tuesday again.

What i hate most about a guy is
1) Put me aeroplane on the first date.
2) Never reply my msg.
It's so idiot right?
Whatever la.

As usual. ending with dear Sharon.

Something different for school. :)
Everyone say not nice though. Lol.

Backstage.

2009-05-26T01:35:00.005+08:00

Here's some backstage picture for the shoot for "Will You Marry Me."
I'm still waiting for Mr Brian to send me the pictures!!!
No more blank disc pls. Haha.

Visit http://www.willyoumarryme.com.sg/ for more.

I love the makeup she did for me.

Great make up artist. :)

Nobody

2009-05-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't fancy korean songs
but i think this song is nice. :)

nobody but u...

weekend lover

2009-05-25T19:20:00.004+08:00

i really cant wait for the weekend to come.
and this week i'm only working for one day =(

every weekend, only 7 hours.
it's not enough. totally not enough.
i need more time.

i took so much initiative.
making it so obvious but then it doesn't work.
really feel like killing myself already.

i think i'm even willing to give up partying.
hmm... i wonder i wonder.

i just named my new big bear that one of the customer gave me few weeks back.
it's really big and i love it. :)
didnt get the chance to take a picture.
anyway guess what i name it?
Not jojo, not tweeggy, not darling, not dear.
but ap. :)

tuesday blue.

2009-05-19T01:47:00.009+08:00

School was “great” so far.
I wasn’t paying attention in class at all since day one.
Wondering what I’m doing in class?
Simply facebook-ing. Shopping and Msn-ing.
Actually stoning plays a big part too. Haha.
I think I got two assignments due on Thursday, one project presentation next week. I think only.
Lotsa of lab test and class test the next next week.

Now I can totally feel the stress and know that I’m really in year 3 already.
No joke about it. I can’t flunk any of my module this Sem.
I still wanna go Suzhou at the end of the year for my fypj.

Logistics is not as easy as I think.
All the memorizing really kills me big time.
Should have been determined with my decision and took networking instead.
Hais. Everything is just too late.

So bear with it Sharon!
Just for another 14 weeks and you’re free from books.

Going to work having bad hangover is what I have been doing for the past few weeks.
The feeling sucks. Damn unhealthy lifestyle but i like it! Haha.
My boss must be thinking why this staff of mine is always so sleepy and blur at work. Haha.
I think i'm very discipline, I stick to my principles that I can only club during the weekends.
Nono to the weekdays.

This week is gonna be party and work again.
Cant wait for the weekend. :)

You know what, I have concluded and am very sure that I’m just some passerby.
Maybe being a passerby isn’t that bad after all.
At least I see things very clearly at my side.
I’m really glad that I’m haven get my membership to that club yet. =x
I never wanted to go there in the first place.

Being played around like a fool is totally so idiotic.
I admit I’m one for the past few weeks.
Am just someone who’s young and ignorance.

After doing those stupid things,
In the end, just come with some excuses and thinking everything will be fine.
Work, work and never ending work.
And I realize we don’t really have much common topic.
Well, it’s just time for a full stop before everything becomes the worse nightmare ever.

I guess someone else is more worthy.
I had such a great time with him.
Talking, laughing and joking around.
I just feel more comfortable and feel more like myself.

But then, I totally lost trust in others.
No matter who they are, whatever they say, I’ll only believe 50%.
Even towards my closest friend.

It’s Tuesday already.
The day I should be happy because I got no school,
But it’s also the day when I’ll feel a little lonely.

Thanks to Abby dear.
She makes me feel that Tuesday is not lonely at all!
I miss you dear. Call me once u come back from Sabah yea.

I dunno why i always feel so emo after blogging.
Time to clear my mind and go to bed!

Signing off,
Sharon.

P.S: I don't wanna be the nice girl and i'm really not nice at all.
Can someone teach me how to be the bad ones?

Alive again!

2009-05-15T02:23:00.007+08:00

I’m super duper tired now.
Tomorrow class start at freaking 9am!
But I told myself I must blog before someone claim that my blog is dead! Haha.

It's already week four for school and I'm still in my holiday mood.
Everything that is happening in my life now is just so unbelievable.

Good or bad, I have no idea.
But it’s something I can’t stop anymore.
Hmm, totally irresistible.

I told myself to take things slowly but I can’t.
Don’t know why I’m so easily influence.
Just one word and can change my mind.

I can fall in very fast but get out very slow.
Just failed to learn how to let things go.

Really have an affinity with A.
I wonder why.

Do guys really mind if girls take more initiative?
I think I have made it so simple and clear.
Is he too old to understand or simply choose to ignore?!

Anyway I had made a lot of good friends and listening ears.
I hope we can stay that way. :)

Have been meeting up Abby dear a lot recently and I totally hearts her more.
Thanks for listening to all my shit.

No matter what, I just hope all my gfs will get themselves someone that’s worth it and don’t regret.

Just be happy! Muacks!

Working at Arcadia is really very fun.
I love all the staff there. :)
Though standing with the boots for 8hours is real tiring.
But now I totally have the motivation to go to work.
Suddenly realize that work can be so exciting. Hee..

Thanks for all the bear given by the customer.
I got this super duper big bear beside me now.
It’s super nice to hug. Love it!

Awwwww……..
Can’t wait to work this Saturday!!!
And hope next Tuesday is real. :)

Abby dear, he’s something different right?
I’m sure I don’t have to be stuck in the middle like a burger anymore. =p

I have tons of pictures again.
I’m like choosing which to post and I decided to post all.
(:*

I'm totally in love with this song now.

Cutie Pie!

2009-05-15T02:11:00.004+08:00

Miss Jojo and Tweeggy?

I dunno why they love smelling all my smelly ~~shoes~~ slippers. =.="

Jojo got a new nickname call "Cutie Pie" !

He love it when i call him that. HAHA

I did say sorry to disturb him after taking the picture. Lol.

School!

2009-05-15T02:03:00.006+08:00

We didnt really take much picture this Sem.
But i'm really happy to have them.
Now i feel that we're getting closer and i'm feeling comfortable telling them about my life. :)

Bev and Sw

Ac. Poor guy who have to follow us all around. Haha.

Bowling at OCC. Yes, poly also got excursion.
What's to be surprise about?
Haha.

Singapore Musuem.

Shopping at bugis with you girls was really fun!!!

Can we do it again next week? :)

Ending with the unglam me in class. haha!

Crazy Balcony and Zouk

2009-05-15T01:47:00.006+08:00

Chilling and being the noise pollution @ Balcony.

1. Eat pink panadol.

2. Feeling drowsing,3. Gone case!

Zouk with Dar!

It's baking time!

2009-05-15T01:28:00.006+08:00

Baking @ Carmen's house.

Our master chef, Carmen! Another student, cher.

What r u trying to do huh, cher?
lol

Look yummy?

Thanks Carmen for this super nice dinner! :)

Abby dar Birthday!

2009-05-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

Abby Dear Birthday!

I hope u enjoy yourself dear :)The girls!

So sweet huh!

I'm so jealous!

Stella babe

Mr Normy!

Mr Tan...

is it mine?!

2009-05-06T21:10:00.004+08:00

I'm loving it!

Will update real soon yea.
Lotsa of happening things.
I cant imagine it'll happen in my life too.
It's seems like a dream.
And if it's, can i not wake up?
Hmmmmm.....
Aww.................

Lotsa of pictures again. Haha.
Will find the time to blog about it soon.
Damn busy and also lazy now.

I hope i'm not just some passerby.
Wanna be the little one. :)

something new.

2009-04-27T10:35:00.003+08:00

the timing is right.

the feeling is right.

everything seems so prefect.

but...

there's no such thing call happily ever after.

♥

overloading!

2009-04-24T21:24:00.003+08:00

Overloading of pictures.

I won't say much.

I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Don't see if u cannot take it!

LOL!

Still looking for something huggable.....

Shooting @ Eleganz

2009-04-24T21:20:00.004+08:00

Shooting for WYMM
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Pictures not out yet. Will upload once it's out! :)

Wanna a prefect wedding?!

http://www.willyoumarryme.com.sg/

O Bar with 5 ladies! 15

2009-04-24T21:08:00.008+08:00

Ladies Night 150409

St James

2009-04-24T21:06:00.004+08:00

Virgin trip to Dargonfly & Powerhouse!

Ktv with gang

2009-04-24T21:04:00.001+08:00

Party world with gang!

O Bar 090409

2009-04-24T20:58:00.006+08:00

Ladies Night @ O Bar

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:) ? :( ?

2009-04-24T02:27:00.006+08:00

I'm so damn "happy".

I realise it's so hard to be happy.
Smiling and laughing when u know that u're actually not at all.
It can be so tiring you know.

I didnt know untill my sister scolded me today.
And it's true that i hav been throwing my temper alot lately.
Esp to my family.

I said some harsh things to yvonne.
I didnt care about fion when i know she's freaking sick.
I throw my temper at my parents when they're jus showing their concern.
Scolding Jojo and Tweeggy when they didnt even do anything wrong.
I'm really sorry and i really love you all so much.
I shoudn't hav vent my anger on any of them,

I'm really so angry with myself.
So damn angry.

I'm totally moodless.
I really doesn't feel good at all.

I have changed so much and i totally dun like the change in me.
It's just so not me

From a good girl become a soon to be bad girl.
From a cheerful person become a moody person.
From a friendly person become a unfriendly person.
From a non-smoker become a social-smoker. (It's really social.)
From a not so into clubbing person become a clubber.
From a person who totally dun curse and swear become a person who always does it.
From a bitch become a super bitch.

What's happening to me?
I really hate the change in myself!

I love the old her who will protect and love herself.
Where's Sharon?!?

I'm so gonna f**king get myself a tattoo.
I know i'm super scare. I know it'll be super painful.
But i also know i need to remember and remind myself the pain that i'm suffering now.
And i wanna make sure i won't suffer the same thing ever again.

Carmen, I have decided!
Let's go asap before i change my mind again!!

You wanna do belly piercing? Or whatever piercing?
Let's go do it man! I'm so ready for it now.
But no thanks to nipple piercing huh! HAHA.

Call me k babe! :)

A hug can really make me breakdown.
But i seriously need a hug so badly now.

Great smile!

2009-04-21T21:36:00.013+08:00

Song changes, Mood changes.

I think i saw myself smiling to the mirror this morning.
And i think i totally know why.
Hope this won't stop.
Hee.

I was feeling so sleepy for my first day of school.
And there's no cute guys in my class! Hais.
Thank god the girls are in the same class as me.
I'll remember to bring your present tml k.
You know i'm always so forgetful.
So please remind me! :)

PS: Thanks siewwen for the present. love it. :)

Had a wonderful lunch with the girls cum shopping today.
Glad that everyone is doing well.
Congrats that you're free from exam my abi dear!

We didnt stay out too late as both gotta meet their guy.
Lonely me again.

I'm really happy for linda babe that she got such a loving bf.
You better cherish her, if not you're get it from us! =)

Seeing linda babe and his boy so sweet together.
I do feel a little sad and really feel like being loved again.
I'm the kind of girl who need alot of love and care everyday.
I really hope i can have someone to rely on.
Haha. But nvm.
I can love myself more than anyone do. Right? :)

My Jojo is so handsome!
Haha. like so random.

He's looking at me now, waiting for me to give him snacks.
Jus cant help but love him more.
I'm so scare that he'll leave me.
He seems so restless and sick nowadays.
Wanna bring him to Sentosa eh.
And of cos, the super naughty boy ,tweeggy, also.
so long nv bring them out already.
Any dog's owners on for it?

Alright, i better go get ~~him~~ them some snacks.

Till then,
TATA.

**Damn! My phone is so quiet.

Reminder!

2009-04-19T20:50:00.005+08:00

Sharon, you must learn to forget and get over it.
Move on with your life k.
Remember the hate and pain.

Friends,
Pls msg me everyday to remind me k.
I need alot of reminder.
If not everything will be back to square one again.
Thanks lot.
I love you all.

I got lotsa of pictures to upload but damn lazy.
-Dbl O with the four ladies
-St James with bestie.
-Dbl O again and knowing e DJ!
-Ktv with the gang.

Dj Gem, remember to let me know which night you playing.
I'll go and support ya yes! Hee.

Loving this DJ @ O Bar.

busy is the word.

2009-04-19T04:12:00.014+08:00

I love busy day!

School's starting soon.
Everything will be back to normal for me.
Hope there's some cute guys in my class.Wahaha.

Anyway i cant help but still hate those guys.
Those dunno whether is it good or bad influence one.
But as far as i know, no one can be trusted in this world.
Totally no one. So now i rather keep everything to myself.

What goes around comes around.

I believe they'll get their karma.

And better not let me know any of their gf or soon to be gf.

Cos Sharon is gonna bitch around.

I'll bring them to some places just like what they did. Haha.

And yes, believe it or not, she'll dare to do it.

Wahaha.

Hate me now? That's the way i want it to be.
So come on, bring it on.
Go ahead and complain.
Tell him more.
Destroy my life somemore.

Think girls are easy to bully.

Think twice!

I think i'm a evil witch last time.

Loll.

Whatever it's, i'm glad i have my friends with me.
The old or new ones. :)

Btw, i did a shoot this morning for some wedding planner thingy.
Hope the photo turn out well.
Cant wait to see it.

My make up and hair is totally so bridal.

Aww... How i wish i can wear a wedding gown.

Anyone wanna marry me?

And i also started work at iluma bugis.
I'm sorta their ambassador for the gaming and arcade.
Will only be working during the weekends!
Do come and support me.
:)

And ths super bad news is...

Sharon lose her voice!
Hope i get well soon.
I want back my sweet voice *puke*

loll.

failed blair lookalike.

if...

2009-04-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

"Happy" 3years 4months!
I hate this date now.
It just passes so slow...

Marks the beginning and also the end.

a companion?

2009-04-16T19:49:00.004+08:00

i hate being alone.
feel so lonely.
i need someone here for me.
a hand to hold on
a shoulder to lie on.
someone for me to whine about my stuff.
if u think u fit this job, call me k.
Haha!

the old sharon is dead.
i'm sure everyone will love the new sharon.
:)

FUCK!

2009-04-16T07:26:00.002+08:00

Fuck the hangover!!!!
I'm feeling damn shitty now.
Damnit!
Seriously if anyone can buy me something soupy now for breakfast,
i'll love that person forever.
HAHA!

好痛

2009-04-14T04:33:00.000+08:00

可以放我走吗?
我不想再等待即使只是30天
我真的不想再等待