Date : Thursday, April 5, 2012
Time : 1:01 AM
Title : Be happy with what I have.

Im 24 this year. Having a happy family, two handsome dog, a super ultra nice boyfriend that i should stay faithful to. The only thing not so good in my life now is just that my job is not that fantastic. Guess its good enough. Right?

Date : Saturday, March 3, 2012
Time : 5:38 PM
Title : Period.

Every three months, the sadness in me will jus have a little gathering. Like seriously, I hate this feeling. At this point of time, I'm glad that I'm flying. So I can have a lot of time with myself.

I'm full of sin. I can't stay with one for long. I'll stray. But I can't bear to hurt him. I'm trying so hard. Really forcing myself. Everytime I force myself, I'll throw my tempers big time at him.

I still wanna enjoy. I wanna party, I wanna drink, I wanna enjoy playing ard.

This job is full of temptation. Or perhaps, it's just me.

Fuck!!! Someone save me. Tell me what am I suppose to do.

Date : Thursday, November 3, 2011
Time : 7:54 AM
Title : U don't need a reason for everything.

Today baby told me a story.

Once, a girl ask her bf everyday why he love her and his answer is always "no reason".
The girl didn't give up, she asked every single day. So finally he said he love her because she's pretty, smart and sporty.
Then one day, the girl got into an accident. She got disfigured and lost her ability to walk.
When the boy saw her in e hospital. He asked if she remember what he said when she ask why he love her. Now, she not pretty and won't be able to do any sports with him anymore. So the girl got very sad thinking that the boy will leave her.
But the boy then said:"I still love u no matter what. That's why when u ask me why I love u, I always say there's no reason".

Date : Thursday, August 18, 2011
Time : 4:35 PM
Title : sept is coming!

i feel like quitting.

Date :
Time : 4:21 PM
Title : dont tell me!

did i not tell you how lovable you are?

Date : Thursday, May 5, 2011
Time : 1:38 AM
Title : welcome to the real world.

now i totally believe in fate.
and you cant stop it when it's coming.

you will never know when and where it will happen.
it just come out of the sudden.

its really funny when i think back.
so drama and seems like a fairytale.
a story that i can actually write a book.

fairytales are always happily ever after.
but this is the real world.

cruel and it will never be happily ever after.
i'll say... we really meet at the wrong time.

if i can turn back time, i hope we never met before...

Date : Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Time : 2:55 PM
Title : dont wake me up.

i feel so unreal. i cant believe someone can actually give in so much to me. Nice, sweet, playful and super lame. just cant stop laughing when im with him. :)